[He's had a long time to process how he feels about it. That doesn't mean he spent that time processing it, but once he did, it was easy to accept. Well.... easier anyway.
It actually feels really nice. Reassuring even.]
And so what if it was?
[Look, is it really over thinking if he has to do the thinking for two people? Shut up. Also it's stressful. Very stressful. So much stress. All because he's massively overdramatic.]
[ He is absolutely sulking, but mostly just flustered. Buttons successfully pushed! He barely resists having his head manipulated, whining into the kiss even though he distractedly returns it.
Being as pale as he is, the blush is rather clear when Kazuki pulls back to look at him. ]
[Flustered, sulky, close enough. Also both modes are adorable so win/win. Further proven by the little whine Rei gives that has Kazuki melting inside. Baby. Cute.
Made even more apparent when he gets to see that Rei is blushing. The cutest. Ugh!]
No. You wore the cat costume because I think you're like a cat
[ Rei thinks he probably shouldn't be encouraging this. Kazuki is the most insufferable man in the world ( he's not ) and he's giving Rei this look right now like... like... Well, no one else has ever looked at him like that. The next question would naturally be why, but maybe Rei is learning you don't ask what you can't handle the answer to. ]
You're weird.
[ He grumbles, leaning in to kiss the look off Kazuki's face. Or maybe, like Kazuki touching him earlier, he's just trying to soothe himself. ]
[You mean the look like Rei personally hung the moon and the stars in the sky? Like he invented sliced bread and so was therefore better than sliced bread? That look? Honestly, he's the most whipped for his partner and these days he sees no reason to hide that fact.
One day he'll make Rei a whole powerpoint presentation about how he's the embodiment of the black cat boyfriend trope.]
And? So are you. We're all weird here.
[Mmm, yes back to kissing. Kazuki is more than happy to oblige. Mouth soft as he slants it against Rei's, more than happy to help soothe Rei or whatever this is, in any way he can.]
[ Yes. Exactly that. It's so disconcerting... overwhelming, even. It's like being a glass with a whole pitcher pouring its contents in. He wants it, needs it even. But Rei can't handle all of it at once. Some of the contents slosh over, but the glass might well be bottomless to some extent too in some ways since he's not just going to make an outburst. Has to be.
Rei's ill-equipped to handle all the things going on in him right now. He is most certainly weird. He'll take Kazuki's lead. He's very happy to devolve into those mindless kisses, turning emotional uncertainty into raw physicality. Eventually, though, they're going to have to catch their breath. When they do, Rei is nuzzling against the blondes jaw again, kissing at his throat before he picks his head back up. ]
It's okay, I guess.
[ Soft chomp on Kazuki's nose, breath and all, before Rei ducks down for another smooch. Yeah, you can call him kitten, weirdo... His face might still be heated about it. ]
[Kisses are such a great way to communicate without actually saying a word. Sometimes a look out a touch could communicate a lot too, but it's nothing like this.
Only issue being that sometimes Kazuki stresses he's translating things incorrectly which leads to him being insecure about things. But they're still relatively new to this it'll get sorted out with time.]
You guess?
[How are you this god damned adorable while also being a lean, mean killing machine? It's so bad for his heart.
Especially since he hadn't really meant.... his train of thought derails completely as the black cat that is his partner vents his emotions by chomping on his nose. Seriously?
The smooch afterwards does much to make up for it, Kazuki's lips curling up into a fond smile.]
God, you're really such a cat.
[Reaches up to card his hand into dark hair, using it to tug Rei in again for another kiss red eyes soft.]
Besides actually weird would be making you wear ears and a collar with a bell on it in bed. We're not that weird.
[ Rei just hums as he's called a cat once more, sighing as the hand makes its way into his hair. He practically melts against his lover. It really does feel good and he feels safe enough to telegraph it. He kisses Kazuki easily as he's drawn in, a soft thing that reflects the look in those red eyes without even thinking about it. ]
As long as it stays in here, don't think I care how weird you want to get.
[ He'd do anything for Kazuki, in other words. Words he'll never say. Rei lists off to one side of the blonde, wanting to get a little more cooling in, but he still keeps a leg hooked in to make it clear he's not going anywhere far, physically or emotionally. ]
[For what it's worth? Kazuki's absolutely feeling loved and cherished right now. He might not be so confident about it later, but here in the moment? Oh, absolutely. These soft, slow kisses feel extra addicting somehow. Not that he's complaining, on the contrary. They're everything.]
Rei... you.... I....
[This startles a laugh from the blonde, eyes creasing as he relaxes into the mattress. Knowing that Rei wouldn't actually go anywhere. After all, they've only tied their record. They haven't beat it yet. Which clearly means they aren't Done, because Rei's competitive streak is right up there with his stubbornness one.
Not that Kazuki's complaining. This time. Now seems like a great time to actually pay attention to that water bottle Rei gave him earlier. So he's finally going to uncap that, taking a nice long drink before letting out a satisfied sigh.]
Let's get you fully used to the normal sex stuff first before we even talk about adding anything too freaky or kinky into it, yeah?
[ For once, Rei doesn't look surprised at all when Kazuki laughs. He understands his partner would do as much when he's nervous, which is warranted considering what he just said.
Rei doesn't think it's a big deal. He understands it might be for other, normal people, however.
Seeing the water come out makes Rei quest for his own thirstily. In the meantime: ]
How much is left for 'normal sex stuff'?
[ He's honestly asking. Oop! There's a stray bottle on the bed for him to crack open and be a hydration vampire for! ]
[Nervous. Surprised. Similar enough. Sometimes he thinks he knows Rei pretty damn well, other times he realizes there's still a lot to learn about his partner. Which is fine, more to learn, more to love. He's not complaining.
There's a level of trust denoted there, that's honestly a bit humbling. And a lot thrilling, but that's... not surprising with Kazuki.]
Well, not much really, but I wouldn't say you're used to it yet either.
[Honestly asking gets an honest answer. Don't mind him as he just... oogles Rei drinking water. Which is a Totally Normal thing to do. Mm, he could totally nibble on that adam's apple later.]
[ Water is currently running all over Rei's chest in rivulets because he's a very thirsty boy who doesn't care that much about squeezing a bottle of water to hydrate quicker. The squeeze makes it partially gush all over his bare torso, helping to cool him down but also making his body a slip-and-slide for later events. After draining most of the bottle during Kazuki's response, he sighs. There's probably a moment of wondering if he even heard. Then: ]
Think we can finish it up tonight?
[ Not that he's exactly impatient to be done with it, he just wants to know what the curriculum here could be... Could he net another achievement? ]
[Sir you're an Actual Menace. How's he supposed to focus on anything when you're all wet and glisten-y? Red eyes practically glazed over as he looks, stares, and just appreciates his partner's dewy glory. Ugh, damn.
He doesn't answer at first, might not answer at all, instead leaning in to lick away a bead of water as it tried to slide down Rei's neck. Which lead to chasing another. Then another. Eventually he pauses, blinking as he tried to remember what he was probably supposed to be doing before going off on a tangent.]
Finish what tonight?
[Oh no. Don't do that. Viewing their sex life in achievements and unlockables? Seriously? Don't do that to him. All he needs is the mental image of "achievement unlocked" popping up over their heads mid act later.]
[ Take a good look, baby, it's all yours... But maybe that's where the hardship comes from, huh?
Rei gives a shiver when that tongue rolls across his neck, throat bobbing with a swallow. Then the tongue keeps coming and he's melting, mewling softly under the treatment. Oh? Words? ]
Umm... think it was about the last normal sex stuff. How much is there left to learn about it?
[ Sorry. Does it help he's turning is head to nuzzle and nudge at Kazuki's jaw? They're alone, so will a bite at an ear be ok? ]
[He's only just realizing that it is, in fact, all his. He's a little slow on the uptake about this sort of thing apparently. Plus there's just... so much responsibility in that. He'd never expected it and now... it's a lot. Not that he's complaining! Because obviously he would never, but still.
Honestly he could lay here licking water off of Rei's torso for hours, especially with him reacting like this. Gorgeous, sexy man. Maybe they don't talk. Talking feels highly overrated, but then Rei's talking and ugh, fine. Less water droplets, more words.]
It's... not really easy to say what's exactly "normal" sex stuff, Rei.
[It helps to derail his train of thought even further, yes sliding closed as he melts under the little nuzzle only to startle as teeth find his ear. A loan groan that he's helpless to do anything about.]
[ Kazuki, you're maybe the most ridiculous man alive. You're ready to bathe and fuck a whole man but not accept he's into you? Ok. Actually, it's fair when it comes to Rei. It's not like he makes it easy to interpret exactly what he's feeling at any given time; mostly he's trying to act like he's not feeling at all.
Anyway. His head is spinning a little. Kazuki is saying something. ]
You're the one who said there's not much left of it, though. Thought you had some idea.
[ He will remind Kazuki of his own previous phrase.
That moan sounds delicious,though, so Rei is going to nibble at that ear from where he's lounging alongside Kazuki. One of his hands runs down the blonde's chest, stroking across the bottom of his ribs with an occasional play of fingertips.
[He would be the most ridiculous man alive, if it wasn't for Rei perhaps. Who, in his mind, is quite certainly even more ridiculous. But it's fine, they can be absurdly ridiculous together. So long as they're together, which he's finally internalized is really the long plan here. It's not for convenience, not for the short term. This is truly for keeps.
Which might be why he's actually gotten a little bolder, a little extra touchy even when out, because his and... his. He sees people looking and sometimes just... okay so he can be a little territorial on occasion it turns out.
Honestly why are they even trying to talk at all at this point.]
Might have, but you distracted me and I forgot.
[That's not an actual complaint, as showcased by the way the hand not in Rei's hair smooths down his side and starts exploring again, rubbing in the water perhaps. Certainly chasing the few water droplets that still exist anyway or just following the trail they left when not.
It'll take him a while to respond, who knew ears could be so sensitive?
Normal is definitely over-rated.]
Feels like it's been your night, what do you wanna do?
[ He gives a soft, incredulous puff of air at being called a distraction. That's fair... it's not like Kazuki is letting him hang onto a thought for long either. His leg, tangled in the blonde's, gives an encouraging rub as the hand resumes its questing over his body. ]
It's our night.
[ Rei corrects him, reprieving that ear from his harassment. Still, if Kazuki needs an idea... ]
Want you to blow me.
[ He'll remind the man of their earlier agreement. ]
[What? It's true! How's he supposed to think straight when Rei's being Rei? Jokes about how none of this is straight aside.]
Right, right. Our night.
[That does, in fact, spark an idea. Red eyes gleaming almost instantly as he shifts slightly to look at Rei better. Hand shifting to skate over his lower stomach lightly, but never dipping down too low. Quite on purpose.]
That's something you haven't done before. Ever heard of a sixty-nine? [He's pretty sure that no, no Rei hasn't. So he won't wait for an answer. He'll just launch into an explanation.] It's where we both blow each other at the same time.
[ It hasn't even been out of Kazuki's mouth a whole second before: ]
Yes.
[ To most people he'd probably come off as unflappable as ever, but there's a keenness to his look now, an eagerness in the nod. That sounds like a fantastic idea. He leans into the touch, his own dragging up Kazuki's belly. ]
Wipe down first?
[ Kazuki's dick is covered in lube, for one, and has been inside of him. Probably better to just start fresh than figure out if that's a taste he can handle, right? ]
[Gotta love enthusiastic consent and he can tell that Rei's very enthusiastic about the idea.]
Probably a good idea, [But after a pause.] You do it.
[Because any excuse to have Rei's hand on him is a good one, right? Right. He'll even be helpful and scooch over to find some of the cleaning supplies he'd brought up with them. Look how helpful he is!]
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It actually feels really nice. Reassuring even.]
And so what if it was?
[Look, is it really over thinking if he has to do the thinking for two people? Shut up.
Also it's stressful. Very stressful. So much stress. All because he's massively overdramatic.]
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Just curious...
[ Successfully intimidated and trying to mollify the blonde. He worries his own lower lip for a moment more. ]
If that's what you want to call me in bed, I guess it's ok. If that's what you like.
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So was I.
[Only they were curious about different things, at different times.
So magnanimous of him. It's both cute and sexy. Good job. Also, this feels way too serious and he refuses to let that remain.]
I mean... I wasn't planning on making a habit of it, but if you insist, baby.
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Not insisting.
[ Oh no, now he's huffy. His voice almost picked up a volume louder than his usual grumble for a half a second there, too. ]
I can take it back.
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The answer is reach out to shift Rei's head to a position where he can kiss the younger man lightly on his totally not sulky lips.]
I know. I'm just pushing your buttons, Rei. Relax.
[He pulls back, red eyes gleaming mischievously.]
Besides, I think I'd rather call you kitten.
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Being as pale as he is, the blush is rather clear when Kazuki pulls back to look at him. ]
Because I wore the cat costume...?
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Made even more apparent when he gets to see that Rei is blushing. The cutest. Ugh!]
No. You wore the cat costume because I think you're like a cat
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You're weird.
[ He grumbles, leaning in to kiss the look off Kazuki's face. Or maybe, like Kazuki touching him earlier, he's just trying to soothe himself. ]
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One day he'll make Rei a whole powerpoint presentation about how he's the embodiment of the black cat boyfriend trope.]
And? So are you. We're all weird here.
[Mmm, yes back to kissing. Kazuki is more than happy to oblige. Mouth soft as he slants it against Rei's, more than happy to help soothe Rei or whatever this is, in any way he can.]
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Rei's ill-equipped to handle all the things going on in him right now. He is most certainly weird. He'll take Kazuki's lead. He's very happy to devolve into those mindless kisses, turning emotional uncertainty into raw physicality. Eventually, though, they're going to have to catch their breath. When they do, Rei is nuzzling against the blondes jaw again, kissing at his throat before he picks his head back up. ]
It's okay, I guess.
[ Soft chomp on Kazuki's nose, breath and all, before Rei ducks down for another smooch. Yeah, you can call him kitten, weirdo... His face might still be heated about it. ]
Long as it's just here.
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Only issue being that sometimes Kazuki stresses he's translating things incorrectly which leads to him being insecure about things. But they're still relatively new to this it'll get sorted out with time.]
You guess?
[How are you this god damned adorable while also being a lean, mean killing machine? It's so bad for his heart.
Especially since he hadn't really meant.... his train of thought derails completely as the black cat that is his partner vents his emotions by chomping on his nose. Seriously?
The smooch afterwards does much to make up for it, Kazuki's lips curling up into a fond smile.]
God, you're really such a cat.
[Reaches up to card his hand into dark hair, using it to tug Rei in again for another kiss red eyes soft.]
Besides actually weird would be making you wear ears and a collar with a bell on it in bed. We're not that weird.
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As long as it stays in here, don't think I care how weird you want to get.
[ He'd do anything for Kazuki, in other words. Words he'll never say. Rei lists off to one side of the blonde, wanting to get a little more cooling in, but he still keeps a leg hooked in to make it clear he's not going anywhere far, physically or emotionally. ]
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Rei... you.... I....
[This startles a laugh from the blonde, eyes creasing as he relaxes into the mattress. Knowing that Rei wouldn't actually go anywhere. After all, they've only tied their record. They haven't beat it yet. Which clearly means they aren't Done, because Rei's competitive streak is right up there with his stubbornness one.
Not that Kazuki's complaining.
This time. Now seems like a great time to actually pay attention to that water bottle Rei gave him earlier. So he's finally going to uncap that, taking a nice long drink before letting out a satisfied sigh.]Let's get you fully used to the normal sex stuff first before we even talk about adding anything too freaky or kinky into it, yeah?
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Rei doesn't think it's a big deal. He understands it might be for other, normal people, however.
Seeing the water come out makes Rei quest for his own thirstily. In the meantime: ]
How much is left for 'normal sex stuff'?
[ He's honestly asking. Oop! There's a stray bottle on the bed for him to crack open and be a hydration vampire for! ]
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There's a level of trust denoted there, that's honestly a bit humbling. And a lot thrilling, but that's... not surprising with Kazuki.]
Well, not much really, but I wouldn't say you're used to it yet either.
[Honestly asking gets an honest answer. Don't mind him as he just... oogles Rei drinking water. Which is a Totally Normal thing to do. Mm, he could totally nibble on that adam's apple later.]
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Think we can finish it up tonight?
[ Not that he's exactly impatient to be done with it, he just wants to know what the curriculum here could be... Could he net another achievement? ]
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He doesn't answer at first, might not answer at all, instead leaning in to lick away a bead of water as it tried to slide down Rei's neck. Which lead to chasing another. Then another. Eventually he pauses, blinking as he tried to remember what he was probably supposed to be doing before going off on a tangent.]
Finish what tonight?
[Oh no. Don't do that. Viewing their sex life in achievements and unlockables? Seriously? Don't do that to him. All he needs is the mental image of "achievement unlocked" popping up over their heads mid act later.]
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Rei gives a shiver when that tongue rolls across his neck, throat bobbing with a swallow. Then the tongue keeps coming and he's melting, mewling softly under the treatment. Oh? Words? ]
Umm... think it was about the last normal sex stuff. How much is there left to learn about it?
[ Sorry. Does it help he's turning is head to nuzzle and nudge at Kazuki's jaw? They're alone, so will a bite at an ear be ok? ]
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Honestly he could lay here licking water off of Rei's torso for hours, especially with him reacting like this. Gorgeous, sexy man. Maybe they don't talk. Talking feels highly overrated, but then Rei's talking and ugh, fine. Less water droplets, more words.]
It's... not really easy to say what's exactly "normal" sex stuff, Rei.
[It helps to derail his train of thought even further, yes sliding closed as he melts under the little nuzzle only to startle as teeth find his ear. A loan groan that he's helpless to do anything about.]
Maybe normal's overrated.....
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Anyway. His head is spinning a little. Kazuki is saying something. ]
You're the one who said there's not much left of it, though. Thought you had some idea.
[ He will remind Kazuki of his own previous phrase.
That moan sounds delicious,though, so Rei is going to nibble at that ear from where he's lounging alongside Kazuki. One of his hands runs down the blonde's chest, stroking across the bottom of his ribs with an occasional play of fingertips.
Normal, over-rated? ]
So what do you wanna do?
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Which might be why he's actually gotten a little bolder, a little extra touchy even when out, because his and... his. He sees people looking and sometimes just... okay so he can be a little territorial on occasion it turns out.
Honestly why are they even trying to talk at all at this point.]
Might have, but you distracted me and I forgot.
[That's not an actual complaint, as showcased by the way the hand not in Rei's hair smooths down his side and starts exploring again, rubbing in the water perhaps. Certainly chasing the few water droplets that still exist anyway or just following the trail they left when not.
It'll take him a while to respond, who knew ears could be so sensitive?
Normal is definitely over-rated.]
Feels like it's been your night, what do you wanna do?
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It's our night.
[ Rei corrects him, reprieving that ear from his harassment. Still, if Kazuki needs an idea... ]
Want you to blow me.
[ He'll remind the man of their earlier agreement. ]
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Jokes about how none of this is straight aside.]Right, right. Our night.
[That does, in fact, spark an idea. Red eyes gleaming almost instantly as he shifts slightly to look at Rei better. Hand shifting to skate over his lower stomach lightly, but never dipping down too low. Quite on purpose.]
That's something you haven't done before. Ever heard of a sixty-nine? [He's pretty sure that no, no Rei hasn't. So he won't wait for an answer. He'll just launch into an explanation.] It's where we both blow each other at the same time.
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Yes.
[ To most people he'd probably come off as unflappable as ever, but there's a keenness to his look now, an eagerness in the nod. That sounds like a fantastic idea. He leans into the touch, his own dragging up Kazuki's belly. ]
Wipe down first?
[ Kazuki's dick is covered in lube, for one, and has been inside of him. Probably better to just start fresh than figure out if that's a taste he can handle, right? ]
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[Gotta love enthusiastic consent and he can tell that Rei's very enthusiastic about the idea.]
Probably a good idea, [But after a pause.] You do it.
[Because any excuse to have Rei's hand on him is a good one, right? Right. He'll even be helpful and scooch over to find some of the cleaning supplies he'd brought up with them. Look how helpful he is!]
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l;jkasdfasfd I didn't realize when you messaged me it was because I DIDN'T PUSH ENTER AGAIN
that icon lkjhkj
it matched my face at the time
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